Tired
Sadness is a very funny thing
Everyone ask you about it
Always hoping you to
To reply you don't have any
I'm tired of hide sadness behind a happy song
I want to rage and everybody to know it
I want to scream and everybody to get it
I'm sad and that's fucking OK
I'm angry and that's fucking OK
I'm not a creep weirdo without emotion
I'm a person who is fucking tired of everything
Im sad 'cause I'm scared
And I'm scared because I am sad
Like before, like I don't wanna be again
Never ever again.
Over stressing myself
I'm gonna keep this on the shelf
Where I can see it
And it can't hit me unprepared
I'm tired of hide sadness behind a happy song
I want to rage and everybody to know it
I want to scream and everybody to get it
I'm sad and that's fucking OK
I'm angry and that's fucking OK
I'm not a creep weirdo without emotion
I'm a person who is fucking tired of everything
And I, I feel it growing stronger
getting deeper
darker
harder
This is fucking pointless
& maybe
maybe it's me who is looking for it
maybe deeper i like being sad
being angry
It makes me feel alive.
