Tired

Tired

Sadness is a very funny thing

Everyone ask you about it

Always hoping you to 

To reply you don't have any

I'm tired of hide sadness behind a happy song

I want to rage and everybody to know it 

I want to scream and everybody to get it 

I'm sad and that's fucking OK 

I'm angry and that's fucking OK 

I'm not a creep weirdo without emotion 

I'm a person who is fucking tired of everything 

Im sad 'cause I'm scared 

And I'm scared because I am sad 

Like before, like I don't wanna be again 

Never ever again. 

Over stressing myself 

I'm gonna keep this on the shelf 

Where I can see it 

And it can't hit me unprepared 

I'm tired of hide sadness behind a happy song

I want to rage and everybody to know it 

I want to scream and everybody to get it 

I'm sad and that's fucking OK 

I'm angry and that's fucking OK 

I'm not a creep weirdo without emotion 

I'm a person who is fucking tired of everything

And I, I feel it growing stronger

getting deeper

darker

harder

This is fucking pointless

& maybe

maybe it's me who is looking for it

maybe deeper i like being sad

being angry

It makes me feel alive.